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Alright,new bloggy again.
Well,i think bs is better.haha.

Sometimes i really wish i can turn back the time.I feel so regretful now.That decision make me land in this pathetic state now.I really should stab myself.No matter what happens now,i can't change it anymore,I have to face it.But my braveness have gone and disappear into the thin air.Whenever it comes to making decisions,i don't know what to do.I feel so weak and tired.Like today,tears just stream down from my eyes and yet i have to stop it because mum is with me.I wish to try hard and be brave.I don't know if i can do it.I'm scared that i will give up halfway again.


why must i face all this?why did i make myself land in this state?Many whys.Pray hard i will get through all these problems.I don't wish to be unhappy anymore.